Tuesday, April 29, 2008

oh boy......***EDITED****

Tonight-4 hour rehearsal...Friday-4 hour rehearsal.Saturday-7 hour rehearsal. Sunday, Monday,Tuesday, and Wednesday 4 hour rehearsal. We open Thursday,May 8th. 2 shows Thursday,Friday, and Saturday. Hurricane Mulan in sighting. ha. I love show week but it gets so busy and so hectic.Yow!

Yesterday I royally screwed up.I had a make lesson and I blew.I forgot to go.I have lessons on Thursday,not Monday.Didn't write it down and forgot.*bang head against wall.*Janene was not happy.Somebody's in hot water.Guess who!I was running all over town,doing errands,and trying to get stuff together for formal,graduation,and calling people about tickets to Mulan,and...there goes time and my memory.heh heh.Woops. I have one month till recital.I will make it up.:)

*EDIT*May 1st....
I'm sitting here deciding what to do about this guy named Chuck.He's had a crush on me for a year.Normally,I'd be flattered.But you know what.I'm not.I have no care in the world to ever date him.I don't want him liking me...See he got saved and joined my church over a year ago.At the time he was engaged to my friend Camarae.She dumped him and so now he wants me.It gets better.He was engaged to Janna.Got to know Sara,though Janna.So he dated Sara after Janna dumped him.He dumped Sara for our friend Camarae,cause she was cuter. She dumped him for another guy.So guess who's the next friend in line? Me!He's getting on my nerves and I'm trying to figure out how to deal with him.He didn't know how to serve in church so he became a greeter.Alrigh whatever.He started out at the North enterance.But I come in the East. Now all of the sudden he's at the E.I go to junior church to help our during the main severice.Chuck doesn't hate kids,but he doesn't care for them.He's not a kid kind of guy.Now he's down stairs working in the room I am.*sigh*Too bad I don't have a boyfriend to scare him off.lol! Last night when Rae and I were helping him move,I was talking to my friend David about it and he said he'd help.:)David's a good friend and "adopted big brother." While my sister was gone for PA David came over a lot just check in on me. So I now I need to figure out what to do.Sara has told Chuck in the past that I don't like him like that and I like someone else.It helped for a bit but not now. He's even heard me talking about Michael and going to the formal with him.Maybe the night of the formal I'll have Michael call and tell Chuck himself we're dating...Idk.We'll see what happens.

Well I have a bunch to do today.Later!

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

The thoughts,hopes,and dreams of an ordinary girl.

(Me&Syd. aka Chicka & Chickie.)



Me thinking..Dangerous!lol!

This weekend we made the 14 hour drive to PA to pick my sister up from school.It was long and boring.Sadly we did not make it back in time last night for me to make it to CYT.Oh well.So we stopped by at the Bible Study for my Sunday School Class and I was able to chat with Sydney,Sara,Kysa,and Sam for a few minuets before heading home.


Sydney and I have been talking about Saint Joseph a lot.We have been "bestest friends in the whole wide world" since we were 4.If I had to say longest known friend,it's Smiling Syd.:)We've been through so much together.We are alike in so many ways it's scary.(If you go to my myspace or facebook I have a album dedicated to the two of us.The whole no boyfriend thing is another way we are alike.lol) I get to see the side of her few people do.She comes across as hyper active,naive,bouncing,and as care free-happy go lucky as they come.She can be at times to a fault, but I know something few others do.Her dreams,deepest wishes and her hopes of being elsewhere. We agree, we have to get out of St.Joe.There was a shooting just blocks from Syd's house last week.There's nothing left for us here.We're ready to move on.Her parents aren't so sure about her leaving though.I hope she gets to leave.I know it'll kill her to stay here.There is a college here,and I have taking some pre-classes there,but I totally understand when Sydney says she wants to go somewhere better.MWSU is alright and has "updated" to University status but there is still so much more offerred at better colleges.I have my sights set on C of O.My cousin went there and he swears by that school.I hope I get in.

Big CYT News..... After Mulan, we have summer break. Then there is Footloose Camp.Then the Fall Show, Aladdin begins in August. Footloose will be my last CYT camp, and Aladdin will be my last CYT show.I am sad to see my time up,but at the same time I'm ready for it.The hour drive to classes, and rehearsals every week are wearing on me and my family.Also I knew when I joined 2 years ago I'd have just that.A lil over 2 years.So it's been on my mind alot lately.I swear I won't cry at my very last audition.I already know wha song I am doing and everything down to my outfit already planned.I want my last audition to be perfect!So when is all said and done I'll have been in 7 shows and 2 week-long camps.

I have had so much buzzing through my head it's not even funny.I had the wildest dream the other day.I went to C of O and became incredibly good in their drama program and joined the show at the new Sight & Sound Theatre that perform Biblical Musicals.I thought it was wild.My mom said,"Why not?Why can't you?" I really don't have intentions of "going big" with my drama but rather using it ministry along with counceling and my writings.My real dream is to become a better composer and write great musicals with a Christian theme for programs like CYT.I've already started on a story.The trick is composing the music.I'll have to record myself playing my original piece and post for you guys to hear.Hmmm...Idea! I'm going to do that later this week!:)Hehe!

"Because I'm ready to fly and never looking down.I crash and burn so be it.I'm ready for the challenge.I'm not worried about how far the ground is.Rather how high the stars are."-Michelle from Quotes.(The story I'm working on.)

Always,
Megan Renee

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

A little update....

Hey.This is going to be a short post but that is okay.

Mulan has been going alright I guess.I am not doing as much as I thought I would,so that is a lil disappointing,but whatever.Ya deal with it.

School...Groan.Don't get me started.lol!

My leather working classes are over for now.They were only a month long.But I learned a lot in the classes I had.

Boys.....Nothing new to tell.Nothing has happened lately.

The Formal.Theame....Phantom of the Opera and it's coming together beautifully!It's coming up fast.May 17th!One of my favorite people,my former youth pastor,Jeremy is speaking, and the improv team from CYT is performing.It's going to be the best!

Graduation....Going alright.June 1st!Woohooo!My other favorite former youth pastor,Josh(Jeremy's older brother.Josh moved to Pennsylvania and Jeremy took over for a bit till they found someone else to do it.) is moving back to Missouri and will be speaking at my ceremony!Yay! He has a awesome book.Check it out! "God's Nobody." by Josh Coverette.

The trip to my brother's ship.Ummmm...It's looking not the best right now.I want to go so bad but it's not looking like it's going to happen.I am so bummed out.But God is in control.He knows what he is doing.

I have been sick lately.No fun.Ick!Yesterday I completely lost my voice.Right now few things are keeping me sane.Tina said,"If I were that busy I'd go insane." Ha.I feel like I am about to.My sister comes home from school for the summer in less than a week!I can not wait to have her around again.

Sorry I have not updated much.Our computer is dead,and I have not had time to get to the library.Later!

"H.O.P.E.
Holding On Promises to Encourage you."

Always,
Megan Renee