Monday, April 30, 2012

...A Rain...

To me, its rain right now. It has been raining here in MO for the past couple days and its very fitting. I actually have a playlist of music that is called "Rainy Days & Mondays" based on the song with the same title. There are multiple songs on that play list that deal with one of those two things. Like for example, the songs, "Monday, Monday" by the Mamas and the Papas is on it, as well as "Blue Monday" by Huey Lewis and "Come Monday" by Jimmy Buffet. Of course multiple artist, too many to list, have songs about 'Rain'. So when I am upset or it's Monday and raining outside I listen to that playlist. Life is music, and music equals life. A good cry, writing, and music will go along way for releasing emotions. I have lots to get rid of.

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Life is like a lot of thing....

I can write a better post now I am not so tired. Last night I tried to write a short post, but I did not get very far. Soon afterwards I fell asleep in the chair I was sitting in till David woke me up about 20 mins later. After that I went straight to bed and was asleep in minutes. :) It's the end of the semester and I am feeling it. Mentally, emotionally, and to a point physically. See everyday Mon-Fri I get up at 6 am and drive 45 mins to school. I think it is the long driving that is getting to me more than getting up early. Because of where I live in the KC area any school I choose would have been at least a 25-30 min drive. I do enjoy my time at UCM. It is a good school and I have a few people I already know who go there. I don't get to see these people as much as I would like, but it is fun to catch up when we get the chance. One of  them works in the book store so if she working when I am in between classes, we'll talk if she isn't busy.

I often thing about the people at BBC I miss, but I would not change being married for anything. David and I are doing good. It's a learning process for sure, but a fun one. We don't have a very hard time agreeing upon things and it makes life pleasant. Right now David is "teaching me how to game." :) He got me onto the online game World of Warcraft when we were dating. Well now he has built my a computer just for gaming.  He has installed multiple games on my computer for me to play in my spare time Here is some pictures of it. The lower picture is a better view of the light up features it has. Davids case is very similar. Although its black and it glows blue. I would love to write a longer post but I have a 4 page essay to get back to. Cheers!

Always,
Megan Renee

Friday, April 20, 2012

Life is Like... A Lot of Things

Wow... First post of 2012, and it is already mid April. Where has the time gone? I just spent some time looking at old post from when I started this blog. Wow. I had so much zeal and passion for life, that I have almost forgotten. I still write poetry, and am working on a Christian fictional novel.
I look back at those old post and I wrote, not to gripe and complain, but simply be open and honest about my life and what was going on in my head. Not to bring people down and focus on the negative, but to inspire people to find the best in life. God is bringing some of that zeal and passion back I believe
Life is so busy. I should be graduating this semester id I were to do college in 4 years... However I did it the hardest way possible. Spent the 1st year at home, 2nd-3rd years a BBC in Springfield, then transferred to UCM and got married. Yup... Most complicated way to do it. I have 3 semesters left.
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Being married has taught me a new level of patience and love.  I have found a new freedom in being married. I am content and loved for and love by my husband David. I have friends who are still not married, and me being married has not changed our friendship at all. Some it has changed. Some people, I feel it makes it harder for them to relate to me. We are still friends and still talk often, but things are different. It's a new learning process for sure. I was talking to Michelle, (the wife of David's best friend) and she said that is too be expected. When she got married she went through the same thing. I would love to write more, but it has been a very long week and I so very tired.

Take care and God bless.
Cheers! Always,
Megan Renee