When You Look Back....

Right now I am listening to my new favorite song. "One Life To Love"- 33 Mile...I heard it on the radio when I was driving home and I had a lot on my mind. I am moving to Springfield. I am really moving... It is just now starting to sink in. I have my "Inspirational" play list going. It has all of my feel good music on it. A little bit of everything. It was the one I had on blogger but it wasn't working properly so I took it off.

http://www.playlist.com/playlist/2209846539

My song writing class from CYT used the message about Life Being In

Pieces & It's Only When You Look Back Do You See the Big Picture & It Was All Worth The Pain & Joy. That is where I am at. I fought different things in my life for so long and now I landed right where I thought I didn't want to be. Let me rewind and explain. I thought I wanted to be certain places and I fought against Baptist Bible College cause I didn't think that was what I wanted. Well I told God if plan A, plan B, and Plan C didn't work out...Then I would try Baptist Bible College. Guess what? None of them worked. Guess what did? BBC...Kinda feel like the dunder head of the century right now. However as time draws nearer I am more and more excited for it to get here. Yet I do admit that I am scared. I am moving 4 hours from home. When my sister left for PA I was heartbroken.My entire support system was gone. Well that was what happened when she left...But what about when I leave?What then?I do worry about my sister. However God has the best timing I know. See God has turned my 2009 year upside down. I now have my friend Sydney aka Bunny living with us due to different circumstances. Sydney was a friend of my friend Sara, and we became friends. She officially became a "St.Joe Hat" last year. She is a blast to have around. Her and Rachel get along really well too. Which I love knowing when I leave Rachel and Sydney will have each other to lean on. Sydney has pretty much been adopted into our family. After she is able to get out on our own, I know she will always have a special place in our hearts. Sydney and I were talking yesterday. If Rachel's boyfriend does anything to hurt her Sydney and I will be the mowers and he will be the awaiting grass. ha ha( got that one from Syd. I cracked up when she told me that.) I have my best friend from Mississippi visiting about a week and half and I can not wait for her and Syd to meet. I have not had a good long visit with CMT for a few years. We are long over due. So every night when I go to sleep and stare at the glow-in-the-dark stars on my ceiling I let my brain fill with all this stuff before finally drifting off.

"what will my room mate be like.","what will it be like living away from home.","will I like my classes","what will happen back home that I can't be there for and miss out on.","what if I'm needed back home and I can't get home."...You get the point. God has gotten me pretty far this year and I am quite amazed at His Hand at work.

When I told Sara, "This will be the year of change." I had no idea I would be so right. So much has happened in such a short time and so much has yet to happen.Hmm....I don't know. I am excited, nervous, anxious, worried,... and so on. Well my lil rant is done. Love ya.

Always, Megan

Life Is Like Photography.*edited*

"You devolope from the negitives." I love that quote. I got it from my friend Becca who is really in to photography. Well here is my Vacation in photographs then i have Big News to share! Though you all saw it on twitter! :) hehe!





Ok...I take that back...the uploading thing on blogger is not wanting to work..... I will try to upload some later.

I GOT ACEPTED TO BBC IN SPRINGFIELD!!!! YAY!!! Well I really need to get off. I have a lot to do today.

Life is like a rollercoaster.

When I first started the blog I used this title and I think it is befitting once again. My life has been up and down.Just when I thought it was leveling off it drops or sky rockets off unexpeccted. Tomorrow we are going to Six Flags so I'm sure that is one thing on my mind. :P lol!



Here's the scoop. I had my CT scan of my sinises and this morning my doc told me no surgery!YAY! That was a definite praise and answered prayer.Last thing I wanted was to spend my summer looking like frankestien's monster and not able to do anything! I would be on bed rest for the rest of the summer for like 6 weeks!ICK!!!! But no surgery! HHHHHHHOOOOOOOORAAAHHHHHHH!!!! YES!!!! OH YEAH! Can ya tell I'm excited over that fact? lol!



Ok.College. The two places I was looking at was Pensicola in Florida and Baptist Bible College in Springfield MO. Florida would like 16 hours from home and Springfield only 4 hours. Well after a lot fo praying and taking a lot of time to think about it I have decided on...drum roll please.......

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BAPTIST BIBLE COLLEGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am really looking forward to it! Now that I have put other things in my life in check college is falling into place. I am so excited! I talked to the Admins head and she said my application looked very promising and a very good chance I will be accpeted and be there this fall. I hope so. I do not..I repeat DO NOT! want to go to Mo West this fall. I am ready to move on. There wqas just something about Mo west I hated. It was a very humanistic veiw on the world and I hated it. Most of the professors mocked God and the ones with faith did not say anything exceppt a brief comment,byt made it known that was their beief and not pushing it. Odd but those who believed in everything I stand against had no problem shoving it down my throat and challenging everything I believe in. UGH! I can not go through another semester of it. Rae is going to just becauase she wants to do Physical Theapy with horses and no Christian college we have found yet offers that. So she's staying. But thats whatever. She tried going away to Pennsylvania and it didn't work the greatest. Oh well. I hope things work out for her at home as I try to move away somewhere else.

I do have more to write since I am currently on vacation`but I am very tired. I shouldn't be cause mhy body is on Central Time butnow we're on Eastern time. Oh well. I will write later. I haqve some great stories and some great rants. Sometimes people gereatly annoy me. Ok this one I am going ahead with cause it is short even though I can make it very long very easily.

Today at Six Flags we were there for the flag rasing and playing fo the national anthem. We saw group of people who stood there with dumb expressions on their faces like 'what are suppose to do? this is lame.' They stood there shuffling there feet,texting, and trying to talk between themselves without being too loud or obnoxious. Though they hardly succeeded. Plus they didn't put their hand over their heart pr remove their hats. Even the employees of Six Flags did not do much. They stood there quietly but that was it. They stood there not removing hats or hand over the heart. After the Anthem had played and they opened the gates I heard my father ( military of 20 some odd years) muter away about his irretadedness at such dumb disrespectful people. I had to agree. One group standing next to us who were around my age, I wanted to reach over and pull their hats off their head and slapped them with it and tell them to stand up and pay attention and show respect! UGH!!!!!!! Ok..my short rant is lengthing greatly. lol!I apologize for the typos. I am not even trying to fix them....Too tired. ha! Enjoy. God bless and take care everyone!

Always Megan Renee!