I Stand For The Power Of Change....

Times are changing. So long since I posted. I feel like I needed to blog. I get married in 65 days. The number is going down fast. I have so much to do, yet so much is done. Its a crazy balance. Things are a constant whirl wind.

My sister and brother in law are visiting us till Friday. My sister and I have been fighting a lot lately, and this week we have set everything aside and are getting along. Seriously!?! Hard to believe, but we are like we used to. I think part of her is sad she is not my Matron of Honor, and instead my best friend is, but it was necessary. My sister has not been reliable lately and it would of been too much stress having to worry about. She seems to be in a better mood about it now, but it was definitely for the better. She's been mad at me for this, mad at me for that, for a while nothing I did was approving to her. So this week being so much fun and relaxing is welcomed and a blessing. She is a very opinionated person and often disagrees with me, and when she does she lets me know. Sometimes in not the greatest of ways. Sometimes its a random text, a facebook message, or a call and she lays into me over the phone. Oh well.

The only thing I would change about my sister and bro-in-law being here is the fact Chuck can be so annoying! He says stuff like "That-there, this here, and done did, etc." all the stinking time. I can only take so much of that. After listening to him talk for awhile I started get annoyed. English and grammar are a pet-peeve of mine. Typos, I know I do cause I am not the greatest typist, typer, whatever, and it's something I am working on. Poor english, that is a another matter. Ok... Rant done. I swear! :)

The wedding is coming together beautifully.

http://www.megananddavidalexander.com/Megan_and_David/Welcome.html

Go to this website to see our engagement pictures. At the top click on "Our Albums" and you will see them there. The things left is flowers, decorations, songs/music, and a few other finer details. We are looking at going to IRELAND!!! I can not believe it! I am so EXCITED!!! Life is good. Hope all is well on your side! Cheers and hugs!<3

Always, Megan Renee

Life is like a box of Chocolates

Life is like a box of chocolates you never know what you are gonna get. Well for me its more like a deck of playing cards. Well you sdee David purposed to me using a deck of cards. Right now I am cheating. I am teachnology and media class and Blogger was one of the rescources that was given as an option to be used in the class room... I have so much to catch you all up on. Well I need to get back to my class room work.
Always & Forever
Meg Renee

A Few Thoughts....

I can not believe how life is flying by. It seemed life life took forever to get to where it is, but now I can't seem to keep up with it. My close friend from school is getting married Dec 18th. She is getting married ony my 21st birthday! I am sooo excited! Amanda and Steve are perfect for each other. Speaking of relationships, David and I are still together. It will be one year October 4th. Seems like so long and yet no time at all. I can't imagine my life with out him. Its funny... My life before him is fuzzy... I mean I have been friends with him since I was 15. But, the past year so much has happened it feels like it should be so much longer than only a year. I am into my third year of college. Again... Equally weird considering I thought I would never get out of Elementary, the Junior High felt like forever, then High school seemed life forever. Now that seems like forever ago. I still have memories that seem like they happened last week, when in all reality they happened almost 10 years ago. One thing I have learned is absolutely, positively, totally, and completely nothing is impossible. When I was 16 my goal was to go to BBC, live close to Branson and go there whenever I wanted. Guess what? That is exactly what I am doing. I am glad now I did not go to College of the Ozarks. I mean I would of loved to have that opportunity, but at the same time I am who I am today because of the friends I have here. I mean I might of found friends like that at C of O, but there are some people here that I can not imagine my life with out and have become people who will be my close friends for life. Like my friend Amanda getting married in December. When I can talk to no one else I have her. She's a good Christian friend who understands so much of what I am going through when it comes to college and some of the pressures it includes. Also the immaturity and drama on campus can be so annoying. So we have each other to hang out with and stay out of that stuff. Well I have stuff to go do. I will try to write some more later. Love you all!
Always & Forever,
Megan Renee

Wedding pics

There are more photos but I thought I'd just upload a few... :) ENJOY!

The Ending of Summer

Ok...So my dear blogger friends I'm sure you're afraid I abandoned you. Well for a short time I did. I am very tired and not feeling well today so I will be brief. All month I have been busy working for a lady who is taking care of her mother. However she gets tired so easily she has a hard time taking care of her. So I come in 3-4 times a week and help with things. I really do enjoy the job. Today was my day off and I woke up feeling sick to my stomach around 6 am so bad that I had to get up and go sit on the couch to keep from throwing up. Lovely, and just what you wanted to read I am sure.

... as soon as my computer wishes to comply I will post pics of the wedding... that happened a month ago... YEEESSSHHHH! Fail, I know right?

Fun Times

Got that idea from my boyfriend. :) Ok..... I have not updated this thing since August and I thought it was high time to do something again with this site. I like blogger because I can ramble about things and it not coming back to bite me. Sounds bad, but true. When I was ranting about guys and other stuff, the people who know and read this blog don't know who I am talking about beyond the words on the screen. Where as on Facebook, everyone and anyone is likely to read it. Its kinda like a online journal. (Which I need to write in y regular journal as well.)

Ok blogger world!.... My life has pretty much been turned upside down. In September when I was home for a three day weekend, my friend David stopped by to check on me and hang out. (I've written about him before. It was back in 2008.) Anywho. I sensed something was up. He was not acting like his normal self. Well after spending my evening with him and my family I walked out with him to his truck. A little phrase that has stuck in me head since that weekend. "Maybe some crazy day you and me...." One month later in October we were dating. It will be 6 months since then on March 4th. I seriously was not expecting a guy in my life for quite a while, let alone him... To be honest I never would of seen this coming. But my other friends did... Cortney said, "You're not gonna end this year single. Somehow I just know you're gonna get a boyfriend. Just a gut feeling I have." Out or list of guys who it might be... David was not one of them. It was just the fact he was such a good friend I never would of seen him ever having feelings for me. My other friend Sara even saw it coming a while back and I told her she was off her rocker for even thinking there could be anything between us. She said, " I don't know. Just the way you two act around each other and the way he looks at you... I don't know. I just... yeah." I laughed at her ridiculous thoughts.... Not so much huh? He is still back home and I am here in Springfield. He comes and visits me as much as he can. :) Its great. He is the best boyfriend I could ever ask for. He spoils me. He is such a gentleman. He insist on paying for things, holds open the door for me, and is pretty much all around wonderful. For Valentines Day he bought me a dozen roses. :) Might be the typical V-Day cliche' but I liked it. lol! I like roses. We used to have a rose bush in the backyard for the longest time. One year in a bad freeze it ruined it. :'( I miss it. I liked picking fresh roses for me room. I have several quotes about roses in my quote book I will have to get out,. Ok... Side tracking. Anyway! I think this is a good stopping point. I will write a longer one. I promise!

Always and Forever,
Megan Renee

Just need to think....

So it's late. 1:25 am in the morning to be exact. I went and ate dinner with mom at the hospital 11:30 for her night shift. I usually stay up pretty late after eating with her cause I just cant eat then go to bed. Nope. So I thought I'd write on here for a bit then try to go get ready for bed and get some much needed sleep.

Today (now yesterday) I had lunch with a good friend of mine from CYT. Shawnie and I met for Mexican then went out for ice cream. It was so good to catch up. Shes one of those friends I tell everything to. She always has some kind of Bible verse or encouraging thing to tell me when I am talking to her about whats bothering me. Well anyway we talked about everything. We haven't seen each other since May so we were catching up on how each other's vacations were, latest news, etc. Well, its kinda funny. We were talking about guys and she asked me about any in my life after she filled me in on her most recent crush. I told her I was over the guy I had a crush on for the longest time. Just happy being single right now, and just waiting for God. She looked at me and said, "You know what? I can't really see you two together anyway..." She paused and I asked her what she meant. She told me she didn't think we made a good match. She just couldn't see us together and was happy that I was moving on. The rest of our conversation, some of the stuff we talked about really made me stop and think about some stuff. Like I said. A good day. The last bit of our day we spent laughing at CYT memories and all the crazy stuff that happened backstage. :-) I'll really miss all my friends when I leave...... But its God will I really believe. Its kinda weird. When I am really stressed I have weird dreams/ night mares. So that is one reason why I am stalling. Been having all kinda of freaky dreams. When I was really struggling with some emotional stuff back in 2006 that is what finally broke me. When I finally would go to sleep all I could dream about was everything bothering me, so I always woke up upset with very little sleep. I just feel like I have more on my mind than I can handle (though I know its not true.) Seeing some of my CYT friends at a friends house made me realize everyone I will miss, and everything I will missing out on. The day I leave is now 10 days away. A week and a half pretty much. Its still sinking in. It all feels so surreal. Also with having a friend living with us temporally is kinda putting my parents on edge a little bit. So I'm getting that from them as well. This is he biggest change in my life to date. Its one thing when friends move away. But its me moving.... yeah. Lots to think about. Its a quarter till 2. I guess I should try to get some sleep.

Always,
Megan Renee